I am sure you have all just been
dying to know how the
triathlon training is going. For those of you who can't handle the suspense any longer and can't wait to the end of this post to find out, know that I will
not be racing on Saturday. For those of you who are interested in an only mildly entertaining story, read on.
Last Tuesday, Owen woke up with a small cold - a slight runny nose. He played great during the day, ate and napped well. But, as 8:30 pm rolled around, this little kid would not fall asleep. He cried off and on for an hour until I could stand it no longer. I loaded him into the car and went for a drive. (Clearly my patience needs work, but I am not used to this kid crying when I put him down.) He fell asleep somewhere between 11th Ave and South Temple and I headed home. He slept for 20 minutes in his crib and the crying began again. By this time, he had really worked himself up and the phlegm had settled in his chest. He acted very much in pain and was only comforted by someone holding and rocking him. The minute he was placed in his crib, the crying began again, and again, and again . . . I felt like a new parent trying everything I could to convince this child to sleep.
Needless to say, the training program flew out the window last week due to my lack of sleep. I got a handful of runs in - mostly to appease my ailing baby, but I never touched my swimsuit or helmet. I am fully convinced I could show up at Yuba State Park this weekend and finish the race, even with a decent time. But for me to personally to find fulfillment, I would have to know that I trained to the best of my ability and gave everything I had. There is a huge difference in pushing your body when you are prepared and when you are not. So, to celebrate my big 2-6, I will be eating a Vegas Roll from Happy Sumo and mint-OREO milkshake from Dairy Queen instead of racing. How's that for a change?
I am a little disappointed, but also relieved, and eager to attempt again. I am grateful for people's willingness to help encourage me on - Joey who watched Owen while I trained, my friend Shy who explained the ins and outs of triathlons and Ted, who put up with my foolishness on a bike and was the master teacher.
So, when I am going to get a race in before the end of the year to meet my New Year's resolution? It may be on New Year's Eve Day and I may be hosting the event personally, but the good news is, you are all invited.